Experiencing that I’m letting down and disappointing people.
I fucked up. I know. I could have done better. I know. I tired. I know.
Figuring out where to go from here.
Visual Learner
Finally hitting me why I’m not really into my classes this quarter…
The lectures are straight up….lectures - no pictures, no slides, no diagrams (well only a few)
Fuck! I can’t pay attention and I get bored easily eek! Need to change my attitude asap, especially with this midterm coming up and being two chapters behind.
Trying to be comfortable with the fact that I can’t get everything down and this just isn’t of interest to me.
Halfway there.
Double major or just minor.
First midterm of the quarter today.
Feeling…really fuckin’ nervous tho’ ;(
Struggling.
It’s week 2.
Pressure is on.
It’s been since day 1.
I’m not invincible.
I can’t do everything.
My head hurts.
I hate these high expectations.
Piles of readings.
Growling tummy.
Restless mind.
Sleepless nights.
I can’t please everyone.
Time is limited.
My headaches.
My planner can’t handle my schedule.
Tired of being tired.
It’s hard to explain.
Don’t ask what.
Just listen.
You hear that?
Struggle is calling.
And growth is around the corner.
But it’s going to be a hell of a journey.
To get there.
Ouch.
Let go and let God ;(
